Sunday is shining bright

 Today is a good day. Space I’m so grateful that God woke me up to see another beautiful day. I’m here in my garage, walking drinking coffee, moving my body showing up for myself in a way with intentional and about the cleansing of my mind from clutter thoughts not all of which are there to elevate me not all of which are there to bring you down just a comprehensive look at Vicky and her fullness is what this moment in the garage by myself with my workout machines for my tea my Lord and my computer is all about. I started off the morning with a warm toasted bagel with my tea, which I absolutely loved and then I also finished one item on a to-do list. I have organizing the house. One item on my to-do list has taken about three or four days, but I’m so so excited and grateful that I got. 

This is coming Off of a great day with my daughter yesterday really a great day with my family yesterday I started doing something productive for me. I saw one of my good friends. I felt like I’m distressing then throughout the week I took leadership on coordinating a play date for my son so he was a hang out with a Christian young man who I think is such they’re such a great influence for each other so we feel accomplished in working with God, listening to God on how to curate Kenzo‘s friend group and responses to those friends so that was just so nice but that could happen and while they played, I was able to take some an eye out on a mother daughter date, and we went to Washington Square, Mall. We shot we talked. It’s a deep conversations on the way there and I’m just so grateful that I had the space with her. It made me so happy to like it. There’s so much happened in the past few months and it’s made me so grateful for the challenges the rewards the bitter, the sweet of it all on one hand and I’m in a place where I’m trying to find joy, peace and balance in the work and on the other hand, I’m in a place where in many ways less is required of me of the thing I don’t want to do so that I can have energy for my children afterwards and for myself, I’m just grateful for life and strength strength and I’m grateful to be coming off of a tumultuous like sickness moment with things that I look forward to going back back to which I realize is a privilege like not everyone can say that that won’t feel that we don’t all feel it in every season either man I’m just really it’s like my skin is sensitive literally so all the things around me right now my spirit is sensitive to it. This treadmill keeps wanting me to go on a run. I’m trying to walk it out. I need to get my situation my Training trainer just 5K. I don’t know what’s going on. He’s gonna work out OK so we need this treadmill to hit the speed I started it and this would be really great. I’m not ready to pick it up. so I am feeling refreshed feeling renewed feeling focus on all the things to enjoy because they’re just so much about it and I think that as I’m discussing this, I realize that one of the things I accomplished before this ministry in my current job is, I felt a separation from identity and career right now I’m back to this is my identity and I don’t think that’s I think there’s a time a place for it, but I am asking God to make it clear to me. This might not be the time I might need to remind myself who I am who I am who I belong to which are my children and focus on giving my energy to these cute little amazing children as well as my husband because we started this you know together and I’m very grateful to have him by my side. That’s where I’m at.

OK, so what’s on my schedule for today is continuing to be intentional about a regulated nervous system. My goal is to find beauty in the smallest with the biggest things and that could be like I said being able to walk my body while the garage door is open I can also be being able to have a home to be in the eye control about cleaning servicing, making sure continues to serve us so my prayer to God is for his continue leading and guidance, continuous strength and support and continue clarity and calmness on forward this morning after I do a pre-workout in the garage. I’m going to Orange Theory. I’m gonna do a full workout, and I’m actually gonna put more effort into the workout that I have recently because I have goals to keep up with and then my goal is to try to like do the workout to finish and then after that I come home and I plan on taking the kids to church. I might be able to go to church with you. Actually I do have to wash latte this morning to do a load of laundry and I want to vacuum the garage. Those are my things.

Other thing I could possibly do to make my life easier is meal prep for the week pick out my outfits for the week set up my workout schedule for the week that workout schedule needs to be garage time outdoor active air, fresh air time sitting on the porch time reading time. I think that will be good to go. Happy Sunday. Glory and honor are the Lord. See you next time.